I’m Afraid Too.

Would you rather die having not lived at all, or take a risk and live life to the fullest?

I don’t think I’m a brave person.

I’m anxious, I over-analyze and spontaneity is usually reserved for late night Waffle House runs.

I constantly kick myself for living life in fear.

My boyfriend and I were recently talking about how we feel were not “that outdoorsy” or “that adventurous” compared to some of the crazies we see on Instagram. But when I really started to think about it, we are pretty outdoorsy and adventurous compared to a lot of people. I’m shocked when I run into somebody who’s lived in Colorado for a couple years and has never made it up to the mountains. I can’t believe it when someone says they’ve never camped or been to the top of a 14er or snowshoed or skiied.

But then, I have to back myself up.

Fear is nothing to be ashamed of.

Continue reading “I’m Afraid Too.”

Take the Road Less Traveled 

Why road tripping is the best way to see the world.

When I turned 16 and go my first car, my life changed.

That maybe-blue-maybe-purple ’98 Jeep Cherokee with the killer sound system was freedom.

I was an angsty teen in the throws of my parents divorcing and having a car meant freedoms I had never experienced before; like going to parties, dating and doing extracurricular activities that sometimes required staying out until one in the morning.

But more than the normal teenage freedoms wheels provided, that Jeep meant total freedom. I was perfectly aware that I could get anywhere I wanted to on two different continents in that leaky chariot. Within months of getting my license, I was driving all over Colorado and southern Wyoming. It was less than a year later that I took my first real road trip and drove from Denver to LA.  I’ve been hooked on road tripping ever since.

Since the day I got my license, I’ve never felt trapped. I’m always the one to offer to drive because I love the feeling of knowing that I can go anywhere at the drop of a hat. Home, the grocery store, Peru. It’s all accessible.

I’m always surprised at how many people think that travel is unattainable. If you have a car, you can get to some pretty amazing places. Between my boyfriend and myself, we’ve had five cars in varying stages of age, mileage and crappiness that have carried us on some of our favorite adventures.

Last summer, our epic 7,500 mile road trip was done in a ’98 Subaru Outback with over 100,000 miles on it and we were patching it up the entire way.

There’s no excuse not to go when you have a car.* Pack a loaf of bread and some peanut butter and jelly, Google Map some WalMarts or National Forests along your route and go have an adventure.

ProTip: Invest the $7 a month your insurance wants to add roadside assistance to your policy. That’s less than two trips to Starbucks and it will save your ass if you get stranded and will give you the peace of mind to enjoy yourself.

I’ve been lucky enough to have gotten to fly a lot in my life and see some pretty incredible places, but honestly? Some of my favorite memories have been made on windy back roads, the destination reached my own hand with the help of a Redbull or two.

So, what are you waiting for? There’s some pretty incredible places within a totally doable driving distance. Here are some suggestions from Denver:

  • Moab – less than 6 hours
  • Las Vegas – a long, but doable, day
  • Grand Canyon – if you leave during a summer sunrise, you can make it there in time for sunset
  • Yellowstone/Grand Tetons – ~6hrs

*Unless you have a car like my ’91 Cherokee that lacked power steering, power brakes, interior lights, heat, took a quart of oil a day, had an alarm that went off every time you opened the door and a shot suspension. That’s probably a valid excuse.

Road trips are Kenzie dog’s favorite.
Take the road less traveled.

Travel Diary – Moab, Utah

The best places to hike, camp and drink coffee in Moab, Utah. Fisher Towers, Dead Horse State Park and camping on HWY 128.

One of my very favorite things to do is to throw some camp gear in the car, take off after work and drive through the dark to find what we hope is an epic campsite, stumble around with headlights and then wake up the next morning to discover where we ended up.

This past week, our destination was just outside Moab, up Utah State Highway 128. We rolled into a campsite at 2AM, the sucking blackness hiding any hint of a landmark, and awoke the next morning to this view:


Waking up at first light and making coffee on the camp stove while Topher sleeps is another one of my favorite activities. I love the smell of hot coffee and damp grass, watching the sun touch our little corner of the universe, feeling the warmth of the coffee seep through the tin mug into my numb hands and the steam warm my cold nose.

This trip to Moab was focused on hiking. On Thursday we explored Dead Horse State Park and hiked the East Rim Trail, from the visitor’s center to Dead Horse Point. Its an easy 3 mile round trip hike with stunning views the entire way. After thinking it looked familiar, and texting my dad a picture, I realized that I’d rafted that section of river and hiked up the mesa at the point when I was 15, long before the Instagramification of the scenic spot. Yes, I am a hipster.


On Friday, we got up early and did my favorite hike to date. Fisher Towers feels like stepping onto another planet. The trail immediately takes you down into a canyon and keeps climbing in and out of various canyons, along ledges, on top of cliffs, all while being shadowed by the most amazing red rocks spires. At just over 5 miles round trip, the hike was definitely strenuous with all the elevation loss and gain, but well worth it. There are many epic views along the way and the scenery is incredible. There’s a point where you have to descend an approximately 10 ft metal ladder into a canyon, which was definitely a feat with the dog. It took both of us balancing precariously and a stranger pushing her over the ledge to get her across.

Kenzie and I enjoying the views


This is a trail that I would definitely not attempt in the heat of the day or at all in the summer months. With no shade or running water, once you’re out of the spires’ shadows, you’re pretty much being cooked. Bring more water than you think you could possibly drink, sunscreen and a hat. If there’s even a chance of rain, don’t attempt. Much of the trail winds in and out of canyons that are prime territory for flash flooding.

While we’re not normally “campground people,” we did choose to stay in one of the BLM campgrounds along HWY 128 because we knew we’d be coming in late and didn’t want to have to search for primitive camping. At $15 a night, these plentiful campgrounds are a great option. Note that they were completely full by a Friday night in March, so finding a spot on weekends may not be possible.

While we spent most of our time hiking and reading in camp, we did stop at Moab Coffee Roasters on our way to Dead Horse State Park and were pleasantly surprised by their coffee being roasted in paint buckets in the side of a Life is Good store. Give them a try if you’re in town and in need of a cup of coffee.

I love the stark beauty of the desert. Beaches and rain forests and bustling cities are beautiful, but sometimes all that amazing-ness coming at me is overwhelming. I love the simple colors, the harsh landscape, the marvel of a teeny tiny flower blossoming under a rock or nothing but red rock and scrub brush as far as the eye can see. Somehow, that simple beauty is more beautiful to me than the busiest landscape.


I love Utah, I love Moab and I love the desert. Go visit for yourself.

Stay tuned for why you should go take a road trip there 🙂



Free Camping: Getting the Most Out of National Forests

We spent the summer traveling across the US in our Subaru and didn’t pay to camp once. Read on to find out how!

34 days on the road, 7500 miles, 9 states, 2 countries, $0 spent on lodging.

This summer my boyfriend, shepherd (duck) mix and I packed what we could into our Subaru Outback and the rest into a storage unit and took off on a month long road trip. We had limited funds and of course unforseen circumstances arose (like needing a new radiator in Kalispell, Montana) but we managed to stay in budget and have money leftover when we got home by not spending a dime on a place to rest our heads.

We spent a few nights with family members in Washington and Oregon and slept in a Fred Meyer parking lot one night in Astoria, but other than that, we tent and car camped our way across the Western US.

It can be daunting to not know where you’re going to sleep at night. Even in Colorado, where camping trips are usually planned several weeks in advance and locations are known, it can be hard to find a place where you don’t have to pay to pitch your tent. I’m writing this article to share my experience and tips on how to camp in any state for free!

First off, stop Googling “free places to camp near xxx”. If you find any real information, everybody and their brother who was planning on camping in the area has already found it and you will be lucky to find a spot. Grab yourself a physical map of the area and pick a National Forest with a road running through it. As long as there aren’t “no camping” signs or posted regulations, YOU CAN CAMP ANYWHERE in a National Forest*. We had terrible luck with Google Maps showing proper forest boundaries on our trips, so we stuck to physical maps showing boundaries. Once we saw where a national forest began and what the boundaries looked like, we would load the area on Google Maps while we still had cell service. We’d use Maps to look for Forest Service roads (usually indicated by NF, FS or other logical letters before a number) and head for those. Loading satellite images of the area can be helpful to try to decipher what might be flat or have a nice clearing, but if you’re on the road with iffy service, just alot yourself plenty of time before dark to find a place and head towards a Forest Service road.

As a rule of thumb, we never start looking for a camping spot unless we’ve seen a forest service sign or a “welcome to the national forest” type sign. Once we’re sure we’re in the clear, we start exploring the national forest roads. Generally, try to aim away from any private land as distinguishing what’s public and what’s private can be tricky. Take every dubious looking dirt spur road. They often end in the best campsites. Seeing fire rings is an indication that a site is good and that you are indeed where you think you are.

If you don’t have ample time to explore the area, make sure you have a plan B. We tried to set the tent up most nights because there was more space to sleep, but there were oftentimes where we couldn’t find a flat enough place to pitch camp, or there wasn’t much but a small pull out on the side of the road. If you can sleep in your car, you have more options. There were plenty of times we set up the table and chairs and made dinner on the side of a little used dirt road and then slept in the car. In both Montana and Washington, we saw tire tracks off the side of a frequently used paved state highway (in national forest!) and camped with just a bit of forest separating us from the road. It might not always be glamorous, but if you have room in your car, you can sleep pretty much anywhere once you know what you’re looking for. That being said, we were able to pitch our tent more than half of the places we went. There are amazing free campsites all over, you just need patience to find them!

A few dispersed camping etiquette tips…
•If you don’t know the area well, look up fire bans before you go. Don’t have a fire if there’s even a chance of a fire ban, make sure you have a quick way to put it out and burn local wood to avoid spreading  pests! As a rule of thumb, we never had a fire if there wasn’t an existing fire ring.
•If you’re camping near water, do your bussiness and despose of your waste water away from the water source. I believe there’s a 25ft rule, but use common sense.
•Bury your #2 deep and throw toilet paper away in your own trash bag. Feces and used toilet paper attracts bugs and ruins nice campsites.
•Pack it out! This should be a no-brainer, but we encountered horrible amounts of litter on our trip. Bring your own trash bags and throw away EVERYTHING. Don’t burn it unless its paper and it won’t leave a trace and don’t throw your trash around. No one is cleaning up after you.
•Be bear and animal aware. Put anything that smells in your car. Food, trash and dishes attract unwanted visitors.
•Be smart about the roads you’re driving. Some of those dirt spurs? They turn into rock crawler roads with no places to turn around. I’m lucky my boyfriend’s the world’s best backwards driver or I’d still be stuck in a forest on the Olympic Penninsula. If you don’t have 4WD, AWD or high ground clearance, be aware and stay on the main roads. If a road looks sketchy, get out and walk it first. If you don’t have cell signal, finding a tow is gonna be a problem!

Sure, its easier to pay the $10-$20 campgrounds want, but what are you getting for that? A pit toilet and a flimsy picnic table? Frequently we would find a nice campsite half a mile from a campground and be able to use their dumpsters and toilets without paying for the priveledge of setting our tent up there. Sometimes if you’re lucky, you can find designated dispersed camping sites that have tables, fire rings and pit toilets and are free of charge and first come first serve. Follow these GPS coordinates for approximate location of one between Grand Tetons and Yellowstone in Wyoming: 44.108489,-110.668543 and these : 41.861242,-122.772761
for a state highway in NorCal that has a bunch (but this highway IS miserable. )

Its amazing what you can find when you take the time to look. We found great camping just outside Grand Tetons, Yellowstone, Glacier and Rainier all for free. We even found camping along the Oregon Coast which was a crazy find on a summer Saturday night.

Good luck, and happy travels!

*This means national forest. Not national rec area, not national wildlife refuge, not national park. NATIONAL FOREST ONLY.

Free camping with amenities in Wyoming